Homesickness
........ is a killer. I have been feeling so depress and stress, past couple of days. I wanted to visit home (Philippines) so bad and see my beloved family. It was 4 years ago when I last visited and was able to hug my loved ones. I have been crying because I miss my family really bad. I don't feel homesick often, but when it attack, I hate the feeling when it hit me. I couldn't help but cry and feel sad....
My husband is very understanding about this issue. Which I am so thankful about. He gave me two options and it is something that I have to think, over and over again. I don't know exactly what to choose yet... I am torn between those two options, for short.
I keep myself busy so I won't get too depress, but I couldn't help it. I don't know if I can wait until next year to go home. My heart is telling me to go now, but my mind has doubt. I want to visit home with peaceful mind and being prepared emotionally and financially.
I have a whole month of February to think and choose smart. Whatever I decide, I just hope its the right thing. This homesickness "feeling" is driving me insane. Sigh!
~xoxo~
Gretch
My husband is very understanding about this issue. Which I am so thankful about. He gave me two options and it is something that I have to think, over and over again. I don't know exactly what to choose yet... I am torn between those two options, for short.
I keep myself busy so I won't get too depress, but I couldn't help it. I don't know if I can wait until next year to go home. My heart is telling me to go now, but my mind has doubt. I want to visit home with peaceful mind and being prepared emotionally and financially.
I have a whole month of February to think and choose smart. Whatever I decide, I just hope its the right thing. This homesickness "feeling" is driving me insane. Sigh!
~xoxo~
Gretch
Comments