Not so happy...
I am not so happy right now. There's something bothering me yet I cannot share it online. I just keep it on myself and it feel like going to explode in my heart. I am so dissapointed with this issue. Perhaps, it makes me cry everytime I think about it again. It is so frustrating and annoying to me. I just wish I will feel better again and forget about it. I maybe very senstitve right now since I just give birth and maybe this is what we called pospartum depression. But really, I already know about that and I am trying hard to avoid emotionally issue. But sometimes it sucks. I am not the one who is making issues in this family. Lord help me....
Hi Greth, its just me Marie.. Yes you sound like you have PPD... I felt the same too when I just had my second baby.. I was in total denial that it took me a year before I was convinced to see a professional. If I could turn back time I should have listened to the people around me to see a doctor right away before things get out of control. Its so hard to fight with our own self. Its up to you on how you gonna handle your situation but you need to decide now for the sake of you loving family. Keep in touch Marie
Hi Gretch, I had Post partum before and believe me, moms, like us, go through that. You know, those sudden spikes in our hormones make us go like "crazy". Had I known about a passage in the bible where it says "So gird up the loins of your mind!", I wouldn't have wasted those tears and self pity moments instead, had done more important things. The passage means don't let your emotions overpower you. Easier said than done, ey? But it also means acknowledging the condition that you are in at the moment. If you can't handle it, go seek help...right away! Take care.
Whatever it is that's bothering you, hopefully will get resolved soon... I know how hard it is when you feel like youre going crazy and your head is going to explode thinking of solutions to a hard problem but just remember that you are not alone and things sometimes look tougher than they really are.